four september
ten : twenty-two p.m.

"why are you attracted to me?"

i didn't expect you to ask that. i avoided the question. but, if you really wanted to know..

i'd tell you it's because you remind me of him. i'd tell you it's because i saw you acting like a child during your first experience with an ocean. i'd tell you it's because your hip bones make themselves known, because you have skinny wrists. i'd tell you it's because you're a grouch when you're tired, and that you mumble in your sleep. i'd tell you it's because you're into s&m. i'd tell you it's because kittens make you giggle. i'd tell you it's because you lie and fake people out. i'd tell you it's because you look beautiful even when you have salt water hair. i'd tell you it's because you're unavailable, because i like a challenge, because you break my heart and put it back together every time i see you.

someday.