twenty-one april
nine : fifty-six p.m.

it sounds so perfect. it could help me so much. no more worrying insomnia nervous in front of everyone.

but i don't want it. i don't want anything to do with it. i don't want anyone to know that i considered it, even for a minute.

i can do it myself.

music : television; "make me a mixtape" by tpr
literature : nothing
fixation : gad