twenty-one january
nine : fifty-one p.m.

"i wish i wasn't tired."

"i wish i was."

"i..i'm not going to get sad. i feel dependent. who am i kidding? i am dependent."

i really won't get sad. i hope. please don't let me.

music : "a party able model of" by joan of arc; sunny day live
literature : nothing
fixation : red zinger tea