twelve november
nine : fifty-two p.m.

"sometimes when you talk, my heart beats and i'm nervous and can't think what to say," they wrote to each other. and i am thinking about how i'd like to have that kind of effect on someone again and how i'd like for someone to have that kind of effect on me again, and i am thinking about how i wish i were good at something and how i didn't really mind walking to the post office in the rain today.