twenty-one september
twelve : fifteen a.m.

"i wonder if you'd like me to visit ever. sometimes i feel bored and sleepy. do you know the feeling? if you do..�����i hate my living room. the name hardly justifies itself. so i watched tv today for the first time since a while. i mean, i really watched it, like every pixel counted. and i noticed all those smiling faces and clear headed voices. and one of the news channels..it showed the world. and i was watching the world. like god. thinking how i'd like to just turn it all off. i think i wanted company today, or be somebody's company. so if you feel the same way..ever, yeah we could die like gods in our living rooms sometime. i just wanted to know how you were. or maybe we're strangers now, i forget."

we're not.

and thank you for that.