twenty-three april
ten : eighteen

they weren't going to get to me today. or this week. i was going to bask - for seven whole days - in his wonderfulness and they had no way to stop me.

"are you going to prom?" she asked on the way home.

"i don't know. i don't have anyone to go with."

"well..its not that you don't have anyone to go with, its that.."

"yeah, i know. but i really don't have anyone else."

"we're going dress shopping on saturday if you want to come."

she told me she wasn't going. she told me she wasn't going and she is. and shes going with him.

"no, thanks."

i waited 'til i was home to get upset.