26.AUG.2018
1:02A

you make eye contact from across the bar all night. i tell her our history. i hope i don't fuck up the good thing i have going.

"this is the only chance i have to say hi."
"it's been a while. you look really good."
"you're the worst."
"you are."

"it was only ever a distraction, right?"

i can't say what i mean at all